Jealousy is killing me
Jealousy is killing me Only Allah knows how I feel. Only Allah knows how much it kills me. It's not a thing I chose to be born with. It's not something to be proud of. It is a painful test to live with it. Especially.. when you are apart from the person you care about. It's not a sentiment I can control even if we are not together. It is a pain. It hurts when I realize that I was the only thing preventing someone from doing what he wants..once I disappeared everything changed. To heal needs time, but with jealousy resides in my heart it needs ages. I cannot forget easily... I hate when injuries open with a single gesture. My heart is loaded,, but it can no longer express O Allah sends your mercy and peace upon my aching heart.